Nah, the PT stuff is over with.
I had a really bad experience with that “funny” PT. About the pricing. She started to demand too much, at the same time she started not showing up for the appointments, comming with all sorts of stupid excuses. At the end of the day, she couldn’t help me… Told me that she would follow this through - of course if I did - which I did until it really started to show through that she didn’t know how to handle stuff when it wasn’t exactly the way she thought it was. Complicated stuff - expensive stuff.
On the other hand - I know how to loose those nice kilos, but the key here is finding a way to keep it all good for more than 6 months. So I need to not loose too much in too little time. Need to find the balance - it can’t be too extreme, but I figure if I loose on average 1 kilo each week for less than one year, I will reach the goal, and more than that too. Well - I’m 180cm tall, and if I loose 1kg a week, I’ll look like a stiff in the end :P. And right now I don’t care if I have to use a year on it, as long as it gets me where I need to be, and ables me to stay there too ;).
Man, it’s exhausting to be where I’m at now, that’s for sure. Luckily I have a job that keeps me active during the days - at least most of the days - some of them are in my office too, but I like being out in the field much better!
If u have never been big (or otherwise sick) I don’t think one could ever understand how it is to breath heavier than normal from going up the stairs, from taking a small walk etc… that stuff is mean. So that’s what I’m tired of, and need to get to a better place hehe. I’m actually starting to write down now how it feels in different situation being that heavy. It’s like carrying a 40kg backpack that u are unable to loose when u need a break :P. It is so easy to forget how things were when loosing the kgs - and when gradually loosing, it is so easy to not be aware of all the good changes - so that’s why I write it down, so I will be able to see the changes much more clearly :D.
Anyway, I walk / run in the woods (I live about right next to a pretty nice and large forest with nice paths for running) 2 days a week for 40-45 minutes - that’s the start. After that my feet is having a hard time coping with the beating :P. So when I loose a little more, I’ll start running more often - like 3-4 times a week. I run together with my dad, which is pretty nice.
In addition I’m soon starting some muscle building excercise together with my friend - and that’s one thing I really enjoy, coz there is one thing I aint - weak :P. That sorta training I master, and I am stronger than the avarage guy there, exactly because of the extra kgs I’m carrying around :P. The former PT lady had a hard time finding something that would really make me feel the muscles in the stomach area, but I found a couple of excercises that worked pretty good, and made me feel good, and not only because I realized how strong I really am, but also because it was fun doing it.
Anyway - I’ll be handing in a few more updates here than I’ve done till now ;). It’s motivating for me too 